how?

how?!! what am i suppose to do? i cant go for trainging for months? i'll lag behind. That's the things i sacred most.. I'll fail, all my effort will be gone.. and everythings gonna be over! I dun wann to lose out.

OMG !!! i think i really got muscle tear le. What should i do ?! Will it recover? I cant even lift my leg straight up. I leh cant lift! that means that i cant do front kick.!! My grading is coming too?!!
Oh My Days!! Why does all the unlucky thing always happen to me? ! I dun want to give up taekwondo, i love tkd!! Why am i always force to give up things i ,ove?

useless

Am i really that useless? Why cant i just do anythign right? Be it volleyball or taekwondo. Even my coach said that i'm a slacker. Shoold i just give up? I really cant take it anymore. All the stress?? I really want to do well in taekwondo but i just cant. No matter how much effort i put in and how many things i've sacrifice. Why cant i just do it?
The worst thing is not giving up, it is that no matter how much effort you put in and how hard you try and you still cant gain any acknowledge.
I even got muscle tear from it and i cant go for training, that's the worst. But nobody underestand. They keep telling me that it's nothing serious and that i should go for training. But i cant even lift my leg up?? I know that i'm lagging behind. I really dont knowwhat to do!I dun want to give up, really! I love tkds. Seriously. I wan to do well. But i got no speed nd power.. Everybody is doing well. It's not that i git no cinfidence, it's just that i know my own limit. Even my coach give up on me? !! Useless !! i'm just a loser! I cant do anything right!! I wann to do well! seriously i do !! There's no one to hear me out. Really?!! I wann to prove to others, but it's useless.... I REALLY DONT WANT TO GIVE UP.


What should i do? praying...

痛

你的快乐，我的痛
你的笑容，我的泪
你的不舍，我的罪

想你了

我想这因该不是爱情，因该是习惯，习惯了你的存在，习惯了你在我的身边，习惯了你的关怀，习惯了你的一切。。。 也许，我真的太自私了。。
我就是那么任性的不让你走，我这不合理的要求你会答应吗？
真的想你了，我想我真的习惯了你的存在。。


You are not him.. !! This is what i shld be clear of! You'll never be like him! You're not him!
i should'nt have treat you like him..

I'm wrong... But i cant get this feeling away! I wann the feeling ti disappear! How ?!! i really hate this kind of feeling!!
原来，那不是爱情..