Sunday, September 19, 2010

me

Let's be friend forever!!

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

tired

seriously, i'm tired frm everything...
Why am i not happy at all?? Why do you have to exclude me frm everything??

i'm always telling myself that's it's ok.
We were born alone and eventually, we'll die alone...

It's ok to have no friend, cause when we grow up to be adult and even housewife, all we'll have is our family... no friend...

so it's ok... reallyy.. ??
i want to be ok! I keep telling myself that it's ok but why am i not even convincing myself??!!

Hate this kind of feeling!!

Saturday, September 11, 2010

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Tired- Sadded

sadded , sadded, pathetic life,

There's a saying that goes : You're never lonely because loneliness will always be with you.

It's totally true. I dun think i can change my fate le. Just blame it on my character than, Why am i sooo introvert. No matter how hard i try, i still cant interact with people well. And they doesnt underestand this.. They just ignore my pressence and do things or plan things without inviting me along... Without me? maybe i'm just a passer-by to thems...
I always tell myself it's ok to be lonely and even if no ones underestand you, it's also ok because in the end, you'll also be alone. It's just a matter of time.

We were born alone and we'll die alone.

It's ok, really, it;s really ok. I'll be fine and i'll definitely will... i think. People always says that i'm cheerful and i dun even underestand why?? Am i really truly happy? Am i really contented? Am i really ok with it??

i'll be fine... really...