WHY?!!

More and more! the feeling of hatred are growing unknowingly. Why must i be a tools to you?!! Can't you just respect me?!

My Trueself

Finally, i know what i am and finally facing the truth. I'm someone who's lack of confidence, doesn't trust anyone in the entire world, sacred of stranger and unknown places, sacred of dark, like to act brave, stubborn like hell, like to act brave, doesn't like to cry infront of people, dislike sharing secret with people ,not really good tempered. AND, i'm super sensitive. I can know what's the person feeling by just looking at their facial expression and their behaviour. I will know a persons true personality-be ot good or bad, in just a few week. I can sense things easily. that's the best part of me i think and i kinda of like it anyway. I'm very super affected by what the others think of me and that's the part i hate most.
However, i'm someone whp is caring and very very LOYAL, not someone who will betray or backstab others. I hate people lying to me and i prefer people just say all the unhappiness abt me rather than telling someone else!! I prefer people to be straight with me ad i hate people commenting on the way i dress! I love to be alone and i love going to the sea , looking at the sky during the night and day.I love the clouds most! I know i like anime and it's like a realistic world to me. I hate the world i'm living in and i think anime like is best for me.! I know i'm becoming more and more inrealistic, but i love it.

I love my own world! I love being alone!