放了我

如果你想我好过一点，就别再对我好，别给我多余的关心。。
就算我求你了，放过我吧！

我真的快要崩溃了。。。 在也受不了这种折磨了...

Please.. i'm really feeling terrible. I hate this kind of feeling! Just tell me, what must i do to get rid of all this feeling??

Going Bersek

None

I really hate the feeling of loving someone, espically when it's you being 一厢情愿..
It's not love, it's just that you are used to it! I really hope the feeling will go away. It's a really terrible feeling...
How i hope it will be numb... Guess i should just keep my distance away from you..
一个不可能有结局的爱情

Endless

这是个没有结局的爱情，没有开始的友情...
别在对我好了, 我会误会的. 我决不会让爱情发芽，我们之间到底是什么关系？为什么你要一次一次的伤害我？我怕我控制不了我自己，控制不了我的心。我的保户墙实在是太高了，令人无法跨越。这种过度的保户真的好吗？一种随着时间而产生的自我保护。连我自己也不知道为什么，你又怎么会知到呢？我的伪装真的太强了，强到没人发现。
为什么会有种想哭的感觉呢？

forever

想哭却没有眼泪...
别给我希望，因为希望就是奢望，而奢望会变成绝望...


Today , i saw a rainbow! and that's the nicest thing ever...

Lousy

I just can't seem to do anything right .. I'm such a failure...
Why cant i just get it right? Why cant i stretch? Why am i not flexible? Why cant i do a split? Why is the coach always finding trouble with me? Why everyone seems to hate me?
so many whyy... What can i do ?
--- Demoralised---
什么都没有，我真的那么讨人厌吗？？Why everyone like my best friend and not me? It feels like the whole world hate me .. ?! It a super duper lousy feeling..
Just what am i ?? Who am i ?? I really envy her, and super jealous of her as well... What should i do? So confused and vexed! There's nothing good abt me.. none, totally NONE!! No wonder no ones likes me,..
I think i shld just disappear, disappear from everyone.. to a faraway land.

I want to become stronger...


--- I'm such a lousy person, such a failure----