我已经习惯了一个人的习惯。你到底有没有把我当成朋友？You totally ignore me,ignore my present. What should i say?
爱情，我不知道我是恨你还是爱你。我很矛盾.
i dont konw what should i do. I dont want to hurt you, i really do . I know the pain. BT as for you , please dont act as if you know everything. I know what to do. , so you dont have to teach me how.
Hmm... all i can say is .. "i'm sorry." ...
Monday, September 15, 2008
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Sunday, September 7, 2008
Actually the time we spent with our family members is the most true. That is the only time when i feel happy and really needed. 1 of my friend msg miiex and tell miiex dat she is gonna tell miiex sumtink, wonder if it is a good ir bad news. Hope that it is a good news. Is she coming back to me? The friend who habx once enter moiix world,my heart? or is she gonna 彻彻底底 de leave my world? I wonder : ) Whether it is good or bad, i hope that it will be the most true feelings she have. Hope that she will not hide anything infront of me and tell me her feelings that she had hidden within her.I'm willing to accpet anything , as long as it is true
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Today was a raining day ... Hmm, what's e real world? Friends, what is dat ? is my defination of Friends wrong? 朋友，这世界有没有真正的朋友？我真的搞不懂你们，以下只好，以下只又很怪，你们的世界完全和我的不一样，你们那复杂的世界根本都不适合我。你们那复杂，冲满背叛，敷衍，谎言的世界我不要。你们常常都叫我出去，但是我不想去，也不要去。 Am i the one who have changed or are you all the ones who changed? 在我面前你们都对我很好，但是在我的后面呢？你们又在说我的什么坏话呢？你们跟本就是双面人。到底你们想我怎样？ 我的存在有人发现过吗？难道对你们来说我的存在根本就是多余的呢？我的存在不被肯定，我到底对你们来说是什么？我想一个人的世界或许会比较好吧，至少那里没有背叛，敷衍，谎言。 我因该会比较开心吧，我想也是吧。我不讨厌你们，只是你们一次有一次的伤害我，令我一次有一次的受伤，一次又一次的感到痛苦。I think i'll be happier alone。每人了解我，你们只懂我的快乐，却不懂我伤心的时候。感情是不用每一次都要表现出来的那些感情是可以藏在心底的。我说我不开心的时候你们说会陪我，我先听住好了，因为你们每次都骗我。你们说你懂，但其实你们不懂。有时候装懂比不懂更会伤人。有些事情是不用解释的，解释就是不信任的开始。我真的有哪么悲哀吗？难道这就是我的命运，一个不管我多么努力也改不掉的命运。安慰的话我也懂。
难道这世上真的没有了解我的人吗
难道这世上真的没有了解我的人吗
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
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